Well perhaps of sorts, first yesterday. The anxiety was strong in the morning but was able to keep it in check and not run out of control. I did take a lorazaphm about 8:30 in the morning and by about 10 the edge was gone. Seemed to know out most of the anxious feelings but the stomach was still messed up. I tell my self that is because of reflux and post nasal drip.
The rest of the day was not bad. Came home after morning session and napped a bit then back for a 4pm session. Afterwards took a 2.5 walk around the lakes then home for an actual meal (the first and only. Took a bit of NyQuil to help with the throat and sleep and was out before 10 easily.
Now this morning I laid in bed for a bit after waking like alway waiting to see if it creeps in and I really couldn’t tell at all. After getting up I actually felt a little hungry but still no real appetite. Sine getting up it has creeped in a bit, making me feel tense and a little on edge. Choked down a banana and glass of water as well. Manage to get everything I had to do done before 10:30 and so now relaxing a bit 🙂 I do feel really tired still even after 9 hours sleep. I’m hoping that’s just because of all the tension this puts me through.
Oh and I did call the doctors office yesterday and get an appointment scheduled. Not seeing the nurse practitioner this time, nothing against here but I feel more comfortable with a doctor this time. I want to get to the bottom of everything and get healthy again. Of except to see the doctor I would have to wait a week or so, so I’m seeing his ‘physician assistant’. Been there before and ok with that.
Well off to relax for a bit and do some reading. Hoping for a good weekend. If anyone reading this is in similar situation please let me know.